Sunday, 24 March 2013 02:20
about my life so far..
how could you think i will be that cruel to not see you being happy, i am not that type of person.it just piss me off that you don't know who i am really... you just assume. i know i confess to you on how i really feel, but now i really regret doing that to tell you the true.It just left me heartbroken and hurt. and yet all you can say that just be happy for me .. BULLSHIT.. then what about me you don't really think how hard i am trying to get over you do you.. for so long i liked you and the worst rejection ever happen ...... well happen... and yet that is not all is it .... what you said the next few days .... it really hit my heart direct and its like you twist it in the processes. but you don't really think about my feels.DO YOU????? all you say is to forget you.. you think you are the only one that can be piss off . okay i was wrong to laugh over a small matter ,but still you have not right... change and add any other topic in the matter. and yet you still have the nerves to say my words can hurt other people feelings. and no i am not talking to you about my feelings so STOP it .. WTH. how could you accuse me that i cut my wrist.. i am not that type of people ( but yet i always think of doing )not the point .. you don't know me that well do you .. how could you think i would ruin your life over the matter that has happened . and far most its me who is hurt ... seriously how could you think i will not be happy for , you don't know that i will always be happy and have been always putting my feelings aside.. till this day . to just see you happy and see you make your own mistakes and helping you to get your ex to be okay with you.. so you only see the bad side of me do you. YES IT'S KILLING ME SLOWING INSIDE THAT YOU REJECT ME FROM THE DAY I TOLD YOU HOW I FEEL TILL TODAY . BUT YET IT'S NOT THE POINT . IT HURTS TO ALWAYS BE CRYING MY EYES OUT .. YES IT IS KILLING ME INSIDE., BUT YOU DONT KNOW I AM 100% HEARTBROKEN TO HEARD YOU SAY WHAT YOU SAID TODAY , THAT MAKES ME TEARS UP ..TO SAY THAT ABOUT A FRIENDS.. HOW COULD YOU .
DEAR BESTFRIEND FOR LIFE. HOPE YOU ARE READING THIS .. MISS YOU ... I REALLY MISS MY BESTFRIEND FOR LIFE , I JUST REALLY NEED HER RIGHT NOW.... JUST NEED TO TALK TO HER.. SHE IS ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME AND I TAKE HER FOR GRANTED. I AM SORRY. BUT I REALLY NEED YOU... I NEVER FEEL THIS MUCH HURT EVER IN MY LIFE. .... I NEED HER TO TELL ME THAT I AM STRONGER THEN THIS... ETC... I AM REALLY SORRY ....
